#just means i gotta keep practicing!

[thornedraven]

i made loving you a blood sport

[bbb-bbbbbbb]

frenrey 'im just your problem' fanart ^_^

[despairforme]

Okay, but why the fuck isn't he being prioritized?

[platypusisnotonfire]

well.

I'm 30.

[freakinator]

yknow with tthe whole cc!kab rping an actual character rather than just being herself with extra steps thing i should prbs talk about her character in a different way compared to other lsers cause it feels wrong to talk about her in the same way that i do for the others when she plays in such a significantly different way

[hsslilly-blog]

still about claire's drivers license: i think the information that she's an organ donor is so interesting. not sure if it's a claire thing or a biologist thing (<- talking about my character, that i created with my brain). upon reflection. i think she likes the idea of her guts being inside someone else to be honest. yeah it's a claire thing.

[keeps-ache]

my HOUSE.png

[inverse-problem]

the nice thing about drawing 'lineless' art is that I don't have to do lineart but I'd probably benefit from practicing drawing lineart

ah well

[unproduciblesmackdown]

a decade later sure i'll put it into Text Post "tumblr user claims: plausibly may feasibly" form, starting with these classic screenshots i still have saved

this being dialogue from 2015's always watching: a marble hornets story, which is like hey this is a pretty well produced indie venture & you can sure like sit through it even if you then never watch it again b/c it's still kind of overly on the beaten path & "i'm not sure this choice is justified in much of anything" (see: bizarrely omnipresent thread of a love triangle just to be There; typical Mental Patient(tm) Harbinger; several real marked More Is Less instances arguably) that is still a better time than other random horror material i've seen & hated vs. only mostly been underwhelmed by but in an Overall Shrug way alone. yeah imdb's 4.7 out of 10 seems fair enough if you consider like 5 stars truly middle of the road solid if forgettable vs that anything < 7 stars is for [Bad!] or whatever

anyways the main character is named milo & indeed the creator(s) / actors / writers troy joseph & tim were involved in the production at all: tim at least by being the first step in doug jones's casting by reaching out directly (online), but troy & joseph also via Some writing, like in that slender game sequel also: not the Primary creators / writers, but still officially involved in the creative process at all. & i knew of them & they knew of me by this time & in a [source: dude just trust me] style of way, i, a tumblr user, am like "i think milo alwayswatching Could be named after me, milo unproduciblesmackdown. lol." b/c also like yeah i can take it on the chin if it's a coincidence, which is also likely. great name & it's just not being used enough in fictional & nonfictional people's names. you might also be aware that some role in tribetweIve is named milo (maybe the main guy. i never watched it) so you might also speculate it's named after that guy, which seems plausible also, But: afaik there are no other similar plausible shoutouts at all, to that series or to emh which was just as majorly like One Of Those 3 Biggest Online Series. may or may not add a grain of salt to take it with. like my own "of course, there's a grain of salt in 'milo just like me milo, and Uncoincidentally?' b/c how wouldn't there be. a name people have"

the dude just trust me argument: distilling it down to "i went to their first convention & then the same one the next year, & in these experiences i Know they knew of me from that + also online, where people knew my name was milo as well" and "it seems feasible enough it's an easter egg Not Coincidence that i first knew this character's name happened to also be milo b/c someone who experienced a clip sent me an ask about it, so they assumed it was a possible actual connection too lol." and, of course, it might be a fun coincidence after all. but i'm still like "yeah no it Could be a funny little shoutout to me specifically for real" and mean it and, again, i can endure it if i'm completely wrong. b/c who could care, and also b/c it's so funny that the character is a guy who basically just is like "i am going to have a bad attitude. b/c of the insistent tiresome love triangle thing. well now I'm insistently tiresome" and fucking everything up but like, sure. exasperating epic fail protagonists

the only relevance i think it has besides "to me, b/c i can go haha yeah. that might be like: just like me!!" is that it's Also plausible b/c yeah marble hornets Is the kind of series that might go "this could be an easter egg about some queer autistic tumblr user we know about" lmao, its Inherent Queerness both re: the material and in the creators' knowledge like yep that's how our Appreciators skew! like it's low stakes to be like [lol, Me. perhaps] b/c it's obviously of zero importance like it adds no info, i'm just some rando queer fan from back in the day, but it's this potential Fun Fact that's funny to know & it's about "yeah like they knew i was trans back then too & that it was like, amidst the MH Fans, like nobody's cishet man (shaggy rogers voice)" Gay Rights!

[universalsatan]

who cares if there’s a midterm for it next week. what if i wrote twin peaks gay fanfiction during my 400 level biochem lecture tomorrow morning

[eternal-reverie]

ok im actually feeling a bit crazy I need to interact with ppl beyond my immediate family and workplace

[brinnanza]

using my evil queer transgenderism to teach toddlers about consent by which I mean constantly telling a three-year-old her brother (~18 mo I think) gets to decide if he wants to play with her or not because he is in fact a person too and also asking them if they want help before I swoop in to do whatever it is for them

[akechis-special-case]

Sorry, this went on in my head as it just kept hurting like crazy (it is somewhat better now). This is anything but a drabble but... Yeah. Something short I did as a warm up. Also I usually never write in first person but I wanted to try it again after years (last time I wrote in first person was almost a decade ago I think).

The Right Medicine

A Collection Of Very Short Stuff

Words: 400

“Goro, my head hurts~” I mutter, though despite the pain in  my voice it sounds more like a pleading tease. 

It is enough to get his attention however, making him turn to me with a sigh. “And what do you want me to do about it?” He asks, rolling his eyes before looking down at me. Is it a hint of annoyance in his tone or is he sounding like this because he is used to it?

In any case, seeing his expression never gets old. And, well, who would I be if not his whiny, little thing sometimes? So I respond: “Make it feel better. Please?”

“Feel better? Really?”

I nod.

“How am I even supposed to—” Yet he pauses, putting two and two together before it hits him. I can see the flush on his cheeks, the sudden fumbling around. He is trying to keep himself together now. “Y… You mean…”

I nod again, eagerly waiting as I lean myself a little forward, waiting for his next move. He turns his gaze, shifting it from spot to spot. I then hear a mumble under his breath, a faint ‘Fine’ before he leans forward for a moment.

It is only for a short moment, a second at most. One of his hands moves some of the hair aside so he can press his lips against my forehead no problem. My own cheeks burn up, they always do. And yet it always makes me unable to hold back a smile.

He pulls back, our gazes meet again. “Th… There. Better?” He asks, visibly bashful yet trying to mask it by seeming calm. It only makes him look a little grumpy though.

I chuckle softly. “Yeah, a little, Thanks.” I respond. Though just when he things he is off the hook I step closer and add: “Though I might need more. Please?”

Despite me pulling stuff like this all the time it seems that he cannot help his reactions at all. He lights up so much that he may as well look like a fire hydrant. The words seem to be stuck in his throat yet he seems to be able to open his mouth again, even if it starts with yet another sigh. “You’re impossible sometimes…” He mutters in the end yet I can see that faint smile on his face. Secretly he doesn’t mind this at all, does he?

[ourceliumnetwork]

ok note to self: hours+ of drawing 2 days in a row is not your wrists' favorite thing, maybe take this into account when entering the Vision-Inspired Art Fugue State next time

[littlenaughtygarden]

Starting a new hobby is such a joy but also a lesson on how to treat yourself kindly.

[bladeofthestars]

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